Musings on Motherhood

Eli and I got into a fight today, there were tantrums and yelling, apologizing and cuddling.  He becomes such a tiny little boy when he lays there and let’s me scratch his back and it just reminds me that he is still only 2 and still learning and adjusting to so much.

Eli doesn’t eat dinner and I’ve just started to go with it.  If it’s steak or spaghetti he will, but other than that, pretty much a crapshoot.

Trying to figure out if we want to keep both kids in one room and have a playroom or do seperate rooms? While we are on it, I think we might be about to move Eli from his crib to a bed- eek! I’m terrified of sleepless nights!

This pregnancy has been kicking my ass.  I’m so exhausted, I’m not good at not being able to call the shots for my own body and I am just really excited for the second trimester.

I feel weird talking to people about my pregnancy, since it’s my second, I feel like most people are probably sick of hearing about how I feel while pregnant.

One of Eli’s new games is grabbing blankets and “putting me to sleep.” He curls up next to me and pretend snores, it’s too adorable!

I’ve made a crazy irrational, very scheduled plan for the next two weeks and I am so excited.  I tend to get anxious when I can’t know exactly what is going on, some slight control issues over here!



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